zakkurah's Blog

It's ever since i can remeber I have used the name Zakkurah. From when i was a little kid playing games with my friends to now as my internet persona. The most curious thing of all is how did i come up with it? It's possible as a kid i just added a few letters to my name and went with it, but I don't feel thats the whole thing. This name has called to me my whole life. When i reached the crossroads between being a kid and being a teen, the name found me agian. It found me in a video game of all things. I was sitting there trying to get to the next level and that name appeared. Zakkurah the town name read. This is the birth of internet persona, it gave me the spelling for the name of my childhood. The only thing I'm still missing is how to pronounce the name. It has been so many years since I have spoken the name, its sound was lost.

Does this loss in identity mean I'm outgrowing my past and moving on, or does it mean I've lost something once vital to myself? Every night I'm plauge by this question, and every night no answer comes. Why must I sit and wait to find my fate?